Hi guys,
I want to apologise for this post, but many of you once said I could reach out for support if I ever needed. I do need it.
This year started with promise, but it has been spiralling for a while and my health is being affected by the strain. I’m struggling right now to stay strong and keep my mind focused on positive thoughts. I fight alone in isolation, which makes it harder for me. And not being able to leave the house also prevents me accessing the joy of nature. My character is a determined one, but even the strongest sometimes need to reach out for inspiration, kindness and support.
I know I should focus my mind on providing free lessons. It brings me joy in times of darkness. But when things are so very hard, your mind can wander down the wrong paths and focus becomes difficult. I need to get my vision back. I need to get my fire back.
If you have time, please remind me of the great things worth fighting for in life, share an inspiring story, make me laugh – bring some strength and joy into my life. And if there’s anyone else fighting hard right now, we will all benefit.
I hope to be back on top soon. Fighters always survive. Thank you for being there.
All the best to you
Liz
(Elizabeth Ferguson)